First I apologize for the quality of this photo. This is my mom and I, also known as Papa's special girl, or Gramma Ruth. Logan first noticed that papa was alone when he reached kindergarden. It really upset him that his papa whom he loved so much was all alone. That he didn't have a special lady, like his Grampy did.  Papa did assure him that  he was fine and that he wasn't alone because he had many little boys to love and that loved him. Logan still has many questions and  has brought me to tears many times with his  wonder, worry and curiosity. Today Ethan was looking for his favourite picture of Gramma Ruth. He wanted it right beside his bed. He said this was his favourite picture because he wished that Gramma Ruth was holding him and not me. Now if that doesn't bring a tear to your eye.... don't worry I shed enough for everyone, as I wish he had pictures like this too.